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SamanthaAlexandra 38, Female, California, USA - 60 entries

Feb 2007
8:28 AM PST

Fuck life. Mine sucks. I realize it could be worse, A LOT worse, but for me, it sucks. I'm looking really forward to this photography shit I have to do. Perhaps it'll help me relieve stress and bottled up emmotions. Fuck emmotions.

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christysmith 38, Female, Virginia, USA - 17 entries

Feb 2007
11:32 AM EDT

Hey everybody!, Well i'm new to this site as you can see this is my first journal entry. I'm 19 years old and will be 20 on the 20th of May i guess we can say this is my GOLDEN YEAR. I hope that it's a good one! I enjoy writting when i'm upset or happy or i have something really important to talk about. My life consists of my wife i love *deirdre* to death till i part. Her and i have been together for FOUR years some has been up and some has been down. I never thought in my life time that i would become so in love with someone. I made my mistakes and it wasn't perfect at first, but things are starting to turn around and i'm so thankful for the mercy and grace of God. Of course she is older than me by like four years..lol but we can say that i have the brains in the relationship. I don't know how in the world her and i happend but i know that it was the most important day of my life and i know that well... she saved my life. We wont go into the touchy subject of my life but lets just say that it wasn't a good situation and with her help and the light of her soul and warmth of her smile i made it threw. But enough about my mushy love life lets talk about what's going on today. Today has been kind of boring, not much to do here at job corps. Yes i said job corps don't let your eyes fall into your mouth because i know it's gaping open. I want you all to know never come to a goverment place just because they tell you it's "free" thats bulls*** nothing is free because of all the bull s*** that you put up with here. I couldn't tell you how many times i wanted to jump off the top of this f***ing building for my own sanity. It sucks!!! Don't do it... unless you realy need to make something of your life and it's your last option. Okay lets talk about breakfeast!!! I ate pretty good this morning i had scrambled eggs, crispy bacon, grits with bacon cheese and butter in them, one chicken breast, and bacon bean soup, oh and i made my own gehtto iced coffee. So it was aight. I don't get lunch today just dinner at 4:30 which i can garuntie wont be good. It f***ing sucks here and i want to go home to my wife. I miss her so freaking much i want to pull out my brain and stomp on it because im missing her so much is driving me insane. But it wont be much longer before i get to go home if everything goes financaly right for us. I'm in a sucky mood and yeah... don't know what's wrong with me but i feel like a depressed pregnat woman and i feel like crying so i'm going to stop writting and well maybe go have a smoke. Ps: my roomates want to go home... and opps i kind of forgot to write a little bit about them... sooo ... jillian is the crazy one who bitches constanly about everything, holly on the other hand can fit in the dryer... she's tiny... but... yeah there hoes and bitches but i love them and i'm going to miss them.

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LacrosseLover 30, Female, California, USA - 22 entries

Feb 2007
2:15 PM PST

I can't memorize the scales for music I need to remember any advice memorize it if u do have any advice then plz email me at cooky_3242@yahoo.com thnx.

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zweetnspicea 33, Female, Wisconsin, USA - 2 entries

Feb 2007
5:51 PM EDT

hey its me again. so anyway az i wuz sayin, dis guy is pretty cute, i atleast dats wut think. i'm juz wandering if he wud say yes r no. i mean i went thru this whole thing last year when i wuz a sevie n he wuz a 8th grader, well he took the whole winter break 2 answer my question if he wud go out w/me. turns out he liked me, but he said no n went out w/this really ugly girl. atleast, she wuz a lot uglier than me. mayb not in his eyes but still. then again i had glasses, which i don't now cuz i got contacts, but even w/the glasses, i still think dat i wuz a lot cuter den her but wutev his loss rite? well anywayz az i wuz sayin i am so nervous the dance is on the 16th, next friday. n i don't want him 2 take 4ever like the last guy its a yes r no u no? i mean how hard is it? if it were me n 2 guys asked me out r asked me 2 the dance, i'd juz pick the 1 dat i liked better. well dats alls i gotta say for now. i'll tell u the answer on monday ttyl. luv ya, peace out

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zweetnspicea 33, Female, Wisconsin, USA - 2 entries

Feb 2007
5:44 PM EDT

hey wuz up. i'm asking out this guy named jesse on monday n i am sooooo nervous. its fur this thing at school, u no a valentines day dance anywayz i'm sooooo nervous of wut he'll say. well g2g ttfn

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Journal4Jackson 50, Female, California, USA - 48 entries

Feb 2007
12:50 AM PST

2/9/07-Woke up at normal time, played independently for 20 minutes. Ate good breakfast. Took bath, played with shaving cream in the tub. Blew bubbles twice, all by himself (he was VERY excited!). Got dressed, played Candyland on living room floor. Did well for a few turns and then started messing up the game, after two warnings he went in a time out. Came back, took a few more successful turns and we put the game away. Then built lego robots followed by ring around the rosie. Then had freeplay with his sister for about 20 minutes. Watched Sesame Street and Cailiou (1.5 hrs total). Then we did wheelbarrow walkers across the living room and back. Then played games at the table, rotating them at 5 minute intervals (set the timer). He did two 8 piece puzzles sucessfully and then played a game of Memory. Had lunch, ate all his food. Then we played wooden trains on the living room floor for a half hour and then did some heavy work and dragged large floor pillows around the living room for about 5 minutes. Then he went down for nap, didn't sleep but rested (somewhat) for a little over an hour. After nap we played a few more games at the table for 5 minute intervals, one of them I had him pick up plastic teddy bear counters with a pair of wooden tweezers and move them from one box to another. He did 20 or so successfully w/minimal help in the 5 minutes. Then he free played for about 45 minutes and we got ready to go out for the evening. At dinner he was raising his voice and after two warnings I took away the toy he was playing with, he calmed down and he got it back without further issues. Came home, cleaned up and had storytime and then to bed. Fought Dad at bedtime but calmed down after a few minutes, fell asleep within a half hour.

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tealprincess18 35, Female, Virginia, USA - 88 entries

Feb 2007
2:56 PM EDT

hey its me .. i went to my job today to find out why my manager wanted to talk to me.... well it was just because i had called a day off and came to see a movie anyways with john!!! how stupid i kow so he gave me a warning... oh well today is johns birthday and he hasnt e:mailed me in a couple of days.. well i know he has district chorus all weekend so he might not have time... well i hope he does well.. he has a great voice.. well i miss him and i have to work all weekend so talk to you all s]oon...

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KaityGirl214 33, Female, New York, USA - 30 entries

Feb 2007
12:47 PM EDT

hey dudes I'm #2 with most entrys, # 15 most viewed, and #21 most commented!!!!!! ;)Kaitlyn;)

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jazzsoulp 40, Female, Rhode Island, USA - 32 entries

Feb 2007
7:44 PM EST

Friday...DB was mad cos she said she told me to take her to the airport and I said yes but took a sitting job afterwards...Not going to say much on that...she'll be aight...I'm not the only roach in her closet,...ya dig...she just likes to depend on me a lot...I called her needy the other day, and she wanted to die...hehehe...I dint mean it in a bad way, it's just that she's such a chik and am a tomboy so all that girly stuff irks me. She's my dawg tho. Anyway, shes in Boston at the moment having a freezing blast...lol. I love the weather here...it's mild winter. I was at work...well, not my real job sha, from 8-4 today so I made some money...yayyy. I made some beats with the loops software...Oh My...I've got talent if I must say so myself. And i have a rap that would go nicely with it...just need a chorus n hook,...but watever,..it's all fun. called my mum b4 bed...I miss her a lot too, just as much as DK,...so I guess I love 2 of them the most,...just my mum more. I'm used to not talking to the twins which is bad...we're still so close tho, but they are not good with the long distance thing even though I'm thier only sister...well, that they know of anyway...hehehe..."I trust you Daddy" ;) . I miss my pops..I guess I'm daddys little more like big girl now. He just makes me feel so special...DK's got some measuring up to do...so heavy competition...:) I Miss my grandma...I feel rejuvinated when she prays in Yoruba for me...shes great, God-fearing, Loving, Kind....and lots more...I want to be the kind of wife and mother she is. I MISS MY DOGS...Skyler, Romeo, Roger, JAX, and the baby Sasha....shes the baby but the biggest...how Ironic life can be atimes. I love my dogs..I love dogs period. This is the text i sent to DK tonight/morning.............."I know u're Undecided bout ur admission but I'm still really proud of u. Ur sexyness just went 5 points up, so Goodnight...I have to go dream about kissing you now...Bye Babe".....hehehehe....yes,....I do love a Man who is dedicated and sticks even though things get rough and times get hard...Even though all seems hopeless, again it is a test of faith. Believe in God. O Yes, I do adore a Man that knows the right thing to do and despite the pressure he might be under, makes the right decision and does the right thing. He might stray at times, but he kneels down and asks the lord for guidiance and tip-toes until he finds his way back to thte yellow brick road. You are motivated to better yourself, thereby motivating me to be a better woman. We have the same ambitions and similar goals, it might take you longer to attain yours due to prior mistakes and mishaps but I will stay by ur side and speak words of encouragement until you are able to stand tall on your own again, and even then I will not leave you but remain by yur side. We will go to all 7 continents that the Lord put on this earth for us to explore. We'll have a taste of Greek, Brazilian, Hong-Kong, and the likes. We'll see sights and hear the sounds of the beauty of Africa. We'll do this together... For Yes ,I Love the Man.

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Dominoe14 33, Female, Arkansas, USA - 5 entries

Feb 2007
8:04 PM EDT

I hate how sometimes You have to keep secrets that you know are meant be told! You just keep on wishing that you could burst out and say the things you want to be said! Its so furiating how You just walk and talk and act like everything is ok but when truly...its not! I know that everything will end up right in the end, because God is watching over me...but I wish that miricles where free and you could take one whenever you wanted! Then...life would be just "Perfect"! Wouldnt that be great! I am tired of being in a place where lies come alot easier than the truth...and sadly It's true! But dont worry I'll keep and eye out for that...miricle! well...until next time! ~Dominoe14~

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